Embracing Accusation

A few months ago, moving overseas didn't seem like a big deal aside from the simple fact that anything God calls us to is a big deal. It was sort of mind-boggling to me when people would look at me strange, freak out, or view me as some sort of hero when I told them that I had committed to serve Jesus overseas. I myself was super excited and just so thankful for the Father's clear guidance and the peace I felt after following HIS lead. It felt good to be able to rest in HIM, knowing that HE'd lead and sustain me. I no longer had to offer any excuses or put obedience on hold. I no longer had to wonder where I'd be next year. HE had faithfully opened all the doors and lined things up.
However, since my initial excitement (And, yes, I'm still excited.) Satan has really tried to attack me. I have failed over the past weeks and months and have let fear and lack of confidence come in and consume me at times. With God's help, I know that I can withstand those attacks and find victory. But sometimes I lose sight of the fact that "it's [God's] identity, not [mine], that will make the difference." (Avery Willis in On Mission with God) Praise the Lord that HIS strength is made perfect in my weakness! Isn't it funny how God can take something that Satan meant for our bad and make it good for HIS glory? Satan's attacks have been sort of a good thing. They've allowed me to see JESUS for who HE really is and what HE's capable of doing in a life that's surrendered to HIM. I was so encouraged by Shane Barnard at a Shane&Shane concert a few weeks ago as he explained how the song "Embracing Accusation" was born. He reminded me that Satan does preach God's word to us, yet he conveniently leaves out the whole truth. When we take time to consider what it is Satan is trying to discourage us with and hold it against the Truth of God's word, often times our situation or emotions can take a 180 degree turn for the better. It is in those times of the Truth being revealed to us that we can find refreshment, encouragement, and purpose in the promises of GOD and move forward allowing HIS power and glory to be reflected in our lives---even in difficult times.
Let me just say that this decision to go overseas has not been a walk in the park. It's crazy when people say things like, "Audie, you're so calm or you're so brave or you're .... for moving to Korea." I want to laugh and confess all of the worries, faithlessness, and doubts that have come and gone since this process began and some that are still lurking in the back of my mind. Let me just say that any sanity or positive/admirable thing that is seen in me is JESUS. Let me also say that I need your prayers as I step out on this next adventure. And for those of you who are now thinking, "Oh no, Audie is terrified. She is doubting her decision to go to Korea. She's miserable." Please know that I am at peace. I am excited. I am anticipating the LORD to do and teach me great things in the next weeks and months. I am confident that God has placed this desire and calling on my life and know that HE'll be faithful to carry me.
I guess my challenge to you is to embrace Satan's accusation. HE's right when he says that we can't do this or that. He's right when he says that we're sinners, that we've made mistakes, that we've let God down. However, let us not forget the whole truth in embracing those accusations. Let us not forget the redeeming remedy that God provided in the form of HIS only begotten Son JESUS. Jesus is singing a whole other song!!! HE spilled HIS precious blood to save us from our hopeless state. Through Jesus, we can have life eternal and abundant life at present. Because of HIM, we can become the righteousness of God. With HIM, all things are possible. HE'll never give us anything more than we can handle. In times of temptation, HE always provides a way of escape. HIS blood has washed away our sins. Our sin debt has been paid. HIS strength is made perfect in our weaknesses. HIS grace is sufficient. HE never leaves us. HE always provides. HE IS ALL WE NEED!
I pray that you are encouraged by the TRUTH, too. Thanks for reading. Have an awesome day!